It's a crappy language to write, it's boring! I'm supposed to write a short-story with at least one flashback and an Islamic woman playing a major role! It wouldn't be hard if I could make her play a minor, passing role. But a big one? There's too little when all I can see is her eyes and I have to use such an ugly, boring, uninspiring language as Danish! Give me English, damn it!

Stupid language is no more than a freaking necessity for me to get by in the everyday, not something I'd use beyond that. I hate writing it and reading it is no more than acceptable if I don't have any other choice. It's not so bad to speak, though I still prefer English.

And I still have remnants of yesterday's breakdown and don't know how to deal with them!